i am not me

 

  

 

 

             

 

these are d times u gotta look the other way.. and see that there is so much to be hapee about.. so much to be thankful for.. coz letting probz push u down will only make u worst and lose even more. i am at the point where the only thing that kept me hanging on this thin line is the value that i still have for myself. i can say feshte2 life!! one by one things are going out of my way. it can go hell so bad and people may be so dumb ungrateful.. but i gotta stay intact! and this u’ll realize if u know just where to look for shapeless blessings. let go of what doesn’t fit! one day u’ll get tired of pushing & holding on, den in d end look at what u got urself into. adjust ur perspective by a clearer view. nd the feeling of emptiness and being worthless?? nyaah!! impossible! believe me, it’s all in the mind. cz der is more to life than that.

               

   

                  

lubbyooo ol…… greatly inspired by our mama quabz.. basing.. mae.. and em-em [sa mkarelate lng] nd hopefully it will reach you my significant other =] charmuss!!! ginamus! andoy andoy!!!! hahaahahaha hehehhee alubbyuooo pipplets……..

                      

         

PAKAPIN: now d hell i care wat u nd u nd also u might think of me.. i am stripped off wat i used to care about the most [too much is not gud enough] life may get damn unfair [ true: hu says it isnt ] learn it, love it, like it, live it.. davah?? thank God he ddnt stripped me off everything [He NEVER do] so make the best of what u’ve got.. not an old scratched line..  stop complaining & start living!!! kiber ko nmu! dba doy??

                  

  hei try making blogs… express watever.. ds? made me feel good!!

just as i thought i can disregard oldies… found a song that weighs a lot!!

somebody [qualcuno]

I want somebody to share the rest of my life, my innermost thoughts and know my intimate details. Someone who’ll stand by my side and give me support. And in return he’ll get my support. He will listen to me when I want to speak about the world we live in and life in general. Though my views may be wrong, they may even be perverted, he will hear me out. And won’t easily be converted to my way of thinking. In fact he’ll often disagree but at the end of it all he will understand me.

I want somebody who cares for me passionately with every thought and with every breath. Someone who’ll help me see things in a different light. All the things I detest, I will almost like. I don’t want to be tied to anyone’s stings. I’m carefully trying to steer clear of those things. But when I’m asleep, I want somebody who will put their arms around me and kiss me tenderly.

In Italian…

Qualcuno voglio dividere il riposo della mia vita, i miei pensieri intimi e sa i miei dettagli intimi. Qualcuno che si terrà pronto il mio lato e me dà sostiene. E nel ritorno prenderà il mio sostegno. Me ascolterà quando voglio parlare del mondo che viviamo in e la vita in generale. Nonostante le mie vedute possono avere torto, possono essere anche pervertite, me ascolterà. E non sarà facilmente convertito alla mia maniera di pensare. Infatti spesso non sarà d’accordo ma alla fine di tutto me capirà.

Voglio qualcuno che si cura di me appassionatamente con ogni ha pensato e con ogni respiro. Qualcuno che aiuterà me vede delle cose in una luce diversa. Tutte le cose che detesto, amerò quasi. Non voglio essere legato a nessuno brucia. Tento attentamente di evitare quelle cose. Ma quando sono addormentato, voglio che qualcuno che metterà i loro braccii intorno me e me bacia teneramente.

                           still                                  trying 

 

                    to                                         find                

                my                                       place….